pray for rain

i've had the worst day.
and the sad part is, it should have been really good.
long advisory was really great, i had a lot of fun.
then i had yoga, and free. easy afternoon.
and then i came home.
dont get me started.
exhausting studying was the least of my problems today.
then i went to vb practice.
dont tell sara (or jason for that matter) but i love volleyball practices.
even when we have to run. even my mom's noticed that i come back from every practice so much happier than when i left.

i wish it would rain again.

i'm really busy.
i want to sleep.
but i cant. even when i lay down, my head buzzes with things i cant even talk about.
i guess i just wish i could explain,
but not everything has an explanation.