counting headlights on the highway

so i'm updateing again...
havent done so in a berry berry long time.
so not like me.

my wish for two thousand and six is freedom.
i get my permit in march
and i know driving is the cliche american teenage fast-pass (and no, baby you cant drive my car)
but i want it so bad
well wat i really want is to backpack across vietnam and eat frog leg soup
and go diving in the mediterranean and become a grape-stomper person in italy so my feet are dyed purple for months
but since that isnt going to happen
being able to get to santa monica without my parents or by bus will have to do.
i'm sick of having to work around other peoples schedules
i know thats incredibly selffish of me
but being in my family everybody has to coordinate schedules and it gets complicated and u start to miss things and cant take time
i want to be able to go where i want to go when i want to go there
i want to be able to go to the beach before breakfast or the groove during G-period (thats when i have algebra2... sigh)
but all aliteration aside,
i want out of my house