a dozen yellow roses for ignoring you

sorry to all my beloved fans (who never leave comments) for not updating. i've been really busy.
its the kind of busy where you have a lot to do, but your not really doing anything at all.
well, even though that made sense to no one other than myself, i apologize to anyone who was dissapointed.
even though they dont leave comments. ever.
can u tell i'm feeling just *a little* self depreciating?
why? you ask...
because of the same old problems, that dont seem to ever get fixed.
its all like this weird dream, where everyone is exactly who they want to be, but theres a mask super glued to my face.
i should win an oscar for my preformance. it fools you ever time.

so send me a yellow rose.