good night, sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite.

i've been so out of it the past couple days...
i feel like i'm back in last year, i'm all quiet and mopey and i totally shouldnt be. stupidly enough i've been forcing myself to act like "normal" but it gets lost in translation and i end up dumb.
maybe its caffeine withdrawl.... for the last 2 days i havent drank any soda or coffee. very different from my usual 3 coffees in the morning and 2+ Diet cokes every afternoon. today when i broke down, i had a diet coke and it gave me a huge headache... so maybe thats it.... i hope so anyway.
today was kim's 11th birthday. she's such a cool little gal.... wow.
we had cake and gave her presents and she's getting her earspierced soon and having a big sleepover (totally JULIE style) this saturday. i'll be hiding in my room with a handy dandy lap top and many DVDs and munchies. yum.
so went to practice today...
was awful because i wasnt into it at all. i could only force myself to be enthusiastic so far and it was pathetic. my mom is always a little late to pic me up because jason always lets us out a little early, so after everyone else has left i sit on the steps of lincoln and finish my waterbottle while jason makes fun of me or we talk to other teams.... anyway i was drinking water out of my COOL WATER BOTTLE copyright of JULIE (me duh) and he starts reading the funny things on the sides and everything and he says "You're never bored Julie. You always have fun." and I said "Always Always" and went to the car. it makes me happy that i appear that way, at least to some people. i like being that person.
my mom is telling me that it is 10 o clock,(like i dont know wat time it is...) and that i have to take a shower and go to bed. she still feels like she cant go to bed before me. she's so tired, but for some reason i cant seem to convince her that i can get ready for bed without being beaten to death by the monsters in my closet, so she sits downstairs and reads or watches tv. but i guess thats wat mom's are for. i love my mom.

good night, sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite.
julie