forest rangers, sunsets, and completely disorienting

today was ok.
school was school.
tomorrow is Community Service Day.
props to allie for getting us shirts, but definite dissapointment on the cool-ness level of them.
i can't believe we have to wear our skirts too! we're going to look like Super-Forest-Rangers in our khaki skirts and green shirts.
the diplomatic handbook is not just getting on my nerves, it is jumping up and down full force.
also....
i'm getting dissapointment with club volleyball. no, not in general, just my club. or more just my coach.
yes, jason is an ok coach. but i really love volleyball (dont ask me why) and i want to improve at a much faster rate than i actually am. i think i need a coach that takes the need to improve more seriously. jason just keeps beating us to death with the just basic skills. i want to get much better at my own posistion and learn how to play the other posistions as well. maybe i just need a coach who takes "us" as a team more seriously, because jason doesn't think we can handle it.

well, thats my rant for today.

on a much more mellow note....
i'm watching the sun set from my bed.
espescially nice on a wednesday afternoon
when i should be doing my dh.

with all the year almost over, and all this "course planning" we're doing i find myself wishing to be 5 again and stay that way. eternal youth, peter pan effect. i was ready to make a new club "the Lost Boys and Girls Club of America". but theres a hazy excitment of being "grown up" looming, far off enough to makes us dizzy and crazy by trying to find the way.
and i for one, and completely disoriented.