ever feel completely isolated from everything
no matter whats happening on the outside
its been the kind of night
where your arms ache and your stomache turns
your head is stuffed to bursting and at the same time your thoughts are empty
and your heart wants to break but cant because theres too much red tape holding it back but not together
feet binded, mouth gagged
sinking, thrashing, drowning
its a hopeless kind of feeling
wich may be its root
but whereever it begins is irrelevant because
its a dark spiral down that circles around and around like the
merry-go-rounds at the parks
but it never slows down
and the only way off is to jump.