i've had a lot of stuff lately...
been really stressed out.
it all kind of wineded down today, i just have to get thro.
i had a history quiz, where i had to know all the countries in africa, which i left till last night. so stupid. i think i got a B, maybe a B+. so i did pretty well.
then, i had my english Mid Summer Nights Dream presentation. me and maya did pretty well. i was happy that we got imediate grades, meaning Tonnu graded us on the spot.
i got a 29/30. wich was good cause i worked my ass off on that.
next period, i have a Geo test. its Ch. 5, again. the class as an average got 79% so, we went back and relearned everything, and now its an easier test. or at least it should be.
i have volleyball practice tonight. at calvary i think, but i'm not sure.

anway...
laura (my little sister) had her day at marlboro yesterday.
she loved it, and had so much fun. i think the skools a really good choice for her.
i'm ok with it, really i am, so dont try to "shrink" me on it.

on sunday, i went to sara's holiday concert thing. she was the only one in her chior actually smiling (its all that mr kay training!) but they were really good anyway.
sam, quinn, and leland (and jed) all played... and where really good. leland looked really hot, all moody and he's a great sax player.

this is turning out to be a really long post.
and i havent even gotten to the part where i tell the world that i truely think there is something wrong with me.

i just cant seem to be happy. i have such a good life. amazing opertunitys at this skool, i'm smart, and i'm actually not as gruesome looking as i make myself out to be. so why do i feel like the world wont let me into its secret club?