but there is no soap, radio!

so halloween is fun
35 bucks to trick or treat with cute kids
yay for free candy
if i were a diabetic, the amount of sugar i've ingested today would kill me.
but thats the way halloween is supposed to be.
so digital animation, first thing in the manana....
parrrrtay!
i just gave bill the nickname of "social butterfly bill" that is his legal title.
steelers rock, yay
nov 1 is tomorrow
wich means all us preppy skoo girls can wear sweat pants under our skirts until march.
so we look like navy blue snow girls with sexy hair living in the HP,
except i'm not an HP-er i'm west side all the way, but thats enough with that stupid joke already.
so today, our english teacher ms sloan had on a wolf's mask for halloween and she looked more like she should normally,
just kidding.
ok
i should go to sleep, i'm crazy tired but we're still over at the bollen's house eating candy and watching football and making faces at the neighbors down the street.
now that halloween is almost over, thanksgiving is next
i really hope we dont go to mammoth
i like cold weather, but not cold and altitude and skiing makes me want to puke.

i wish i had said this before but now its too late and i dont think it matters anymore anyway because so little does in the end witch is both morbid and relative and a very deep and metaphorical all at the same time.
and now i am babling wich is my best feature, next to my ass as i am being told right this moment by a pig headed boy
so thats a good point to end on
since our parents are talking about elections tomorrow wich leads to politics in general and i want to see how many synonmns there are for the bush administration and complete morons.

BUT THERE IS NO SOAP, RADIO!

today is the 29th of october.
on this day last year i had a swim meet
and flew to new york
and cried for 3,000 miles.

today i slept, and did homework
and walked to the store
and bought a dozen yellow roses
that are as bright as the sun
and i cried for 12 blocks.

and we made dinner
but didnt have meatballs
and lit a candle
and cried through brocoli and chicken.

last night i watched my sister laura preform in a play
and bow at the end
and i clapped because she is beautiful and growing up
this afternoon i watched my sister kim play in two basketball games
and she fouled out in the first and twisted her ankle in the second
and i cheered because she is so strong and getting older every day.

i cry in the fall when leaves drop from the trees
and winter when everything goes cold
but i smile in the spring when new grass grows
and the summer when waves crash on shores like door-knockers
but time always knocks loudest anyway

"the time has come, the walrus said"

so yesterday....
i skipped vb practice and went home on the early bus.
i got home at 4:30 and slept until 6:30 this morning to get up for skool.
its the worst its been in a while
and i'm achey and sore and my head is foggy.
this is ridiculous.

cant concentrate today,
lucky me,
i had english, math, break, free, advisory, lunch (now), then spanish, digital animation, and health.
easy day
i dont want to open my eyes and i want to go back to sleep.
i have to stay here till late tonight because laura is in a play.
i have a vb thing until 4:30, then i'll go to larchmont for dinner, then back to skool to see the play, and finally home and sleep and weekend.
long day.
i wish i could sleep forever.

"if i could smell like anything in the world, peanut butter might be in the top 10"

"that is like the perfect foot for a penguin right there.
does that look like a mouth?
um no maddie.
wait, thats a mouth?!"

"it looks like a spoon!"

"we should have a dance-off to see whose penguin is cuter!"

"but look! it has a tinkerbell and a skull right next to each other!
can u believe u just said those 2 words in the same sentence?"

"lets make a list of the ten most feared people in the world!
#1, Julie Kellman.
Lindsay! that hurts!"

Running with Scissors

o my
wat a day, wat a day
worked straight thru lunch and free, so i was starving thru vb practice
where we heard naoto yelling at us to "get busy" for 2 hours
then bus ride was cold because i forgot a sweater but i love the cold so it didnt matter
i'm in a bangles mood today
i feel like its thursday, but really its just monday and it felt really really long
brazillian dancers came to skool today for assembly
ever wonder why when theres a small number of people on stage, like 2 or 3 your mind always picks out which one is the best, the most skilled at what their doing, well thats wat happened and the dancer who wasnt the most graceful knew she wasnt and that made it kinda depressing.
i'm babbling again arent i?
i think i brought up the dancers because i wish i could dance like that
i also wish for a pony, but we cant always have the things we wish for.

well incidentally, reading Running with Scissors, again.
really good, again.

my hair is still curly and brown and i wish it were straight and blonde and beautiful
i wish i were taller and skinnier and my hips werent so big
and my smile werent so forced or hands so tiny.
i wish i were infinite and normal
but i cant be either
so i better get used to to it the way things are.

pulling a logan

so yesterday.... was good
varsity kicked ass at the tourny
volleyball players in general cant count,
and billy has a batman backpack
(say that three times fast)
naoto and the palm trees

then later
sara's house
dinner was good
parents, Fat Bastard,
pulling a logan
o yea
welcome to another amazing episode of the adventures of Manual Dextreity Girl and Floopsy the Invincible
ie, sara and me.
i need a better super hero name
we whipped whipping cream and ate angle food cake and cherry garcia
yum
then wats more fun than being cynical and mocking everyone we know (and some we dont)
not a lot my friend, not a lot.

so today,
i went to try to find a halloween costume,
they were all so slutty
so i'm being boring and wearing fairy wings and a wand and
i'll make an appearance as the caffeinated sprinke fairy

cheers kiddos!

pulling a logan

so yesterday.... was good
varsity kicked ass at the tourny
volleyball players in general cant count,
and billy has a batman backpack
(say that three times fast)
naoto and the palm trees

then later
sara's house
dinner was good
parents, Fat Bastard,
pulling a logan
o yea
welcome to another amazing episode of the adventures of Manual Dextreity Girl and Floopsy the Invincible
ie, sara and me.
i need a better super hero name
we whipped whipping cream and ate angle food cake and cherry garcia
yum
then wats more fun than being cynical and mocking everyone we know (and some we dont)
not a lot my friend, not a lot.

so today,
i went to try to find a halloween costume,
they were all so slutty
so i'm being boring and wearing fairy wings and a wand and
i'll make an appearance as the caffeinated sprinke fairy

cheers kiddos!

welcome to the glitter years

thursday/friday was so much fun
more later... with pictures!
varsity vb tourny tonight.... 2-5 is my shift. damn
then sara's for a bit
and back home to sleep forever because i'm just that tired.

i'll leave u with these parting words dedicated to the
amazing fantabalistic sophie rovenger known as rophie (incidentally)
(i love) ROPHIE

"where u shot? did u get raped?"
--BAD MAD PUNT BAXTER!--


over and over
these are our glitter years

today
perks of being a wallflower
my reading habits being critiqued all day
since when was margin writing in books one of the 7 deadly sins?
maddie and i have decided i'm going to become a cheerleader
whos the coolest chick in town?
maddie, she wont make u frown!
with cheers like that, who could resist?
book of the moment
perks of
nm
g2g

thunder, lighting, and rain, o my!

its raining so hard right now
and i'm freezing because i didnt bring a good jacket today.
i feel sick to my stomache
i think i'm getting the flu, i cant stop sneezing.
had all academics today.... free next, finally....
then spanish, then digital animation complete with dancing pine trees.
i'm so tired, i'm shaking.
i need more sleep, a whole nother weekend.
thunder, lighting, and rain, o my!
tired times twelve.
cheers kiddos!

blame it on the weatherman

casino night last night!
was much better than expected
girl/guy ratio was almost un-marlboroughian
very cute guys, girls in amazing dresses and heels, rain dancing, foosball playing, i won $600 fake dollars playing blackjack.
two sams, a logan, a jack and an alex
that sounds like the begining of a bad joke
"two ducks, a rabbi, and a priest walk into a bar"
i think everyone had a pretty good time
pictures as soon as i finish the rolls,
dad took my digital cam to DC, so i was stuck with disposables...
kodak moment
point and laugh
hahaha
gay pirate aucher and her skool for boys
too much said already
i still have no feeling in my last 3 toes on my right foot
sexy heels will do that to u.
footloose
and fancy free

stay cool kiddos!

"blame it on the weatherman"

crying silver stars

today
yom yom day
slept
did a little homework
movies
r e l a x e d .
something i needed to do.
friday equals fun sara movie time
saturday is casino night wich will be fun/interesting/yeah.
i'm still tired and have promised myself to be in bed by 8:30
yes thats me
miss sleeps alot
by the way,
no volleyball tomorrow
thank god or i'd go insane

"i'm surprised that you've never been told before
that your lovely
and your perfect
and that somebody wants you"

"you are amazingly self assured, has anyone ever told you that?
--i tell myself that every day actualy--"
and everybody should.

"i never should have switched from scotch to martinis"

hey hey hey
three heys
no, i'm not changing my name to albert,
thats how many tests i had today
stressful
lost to marymount, thats okay.
um
no skool on thursday,
sleep late tomorrow
i love wednesdays
i'm in a good mood because i am
and thats good too

"i'm sick of being a waste of time, and so sick of being tired."

"Hey, she’s a piratey soul
Full of vinagar and glitter
She is a song of her own"

"All in all it's just another day now
You're falling down
What you gonna do
Standing on top of the world tonight
No ones looking back at you"

"she was the kind of girl who'd eat all your cashews and leave you with nothing but peanuts and filberts"

"the louder he talked of his honesty, the faster we counted our spoons"

"when they're parking cars on your chest, you still got a view of the summer sky"

your outlook on life all depends of what end of the kaliedascope your looking through.

nostalgia isnt what it used to be

skool
much homework to do
tests tests tests
no skool thursday, casino night saturday
light at the end of the tunnel
tired tired yawn
lunch time now
next i get math back
still groggy kinda
so afternoon skedule is math, free, spanish, volleyball
but then i forgot all my vb stuff because i was in a rush and dont have anything
naoto will throw a fit
too tired for words

nostalgia isnt what it used to be.

me, boogey, and the algonquin

today
was horrible.
hospital
blood drawn
passed out
i lost count of how many times i was told that i am never to get blood drawn again.
passed out
floor
nurse freaking out
pulse taking
mom crying
i feel hungover a million times worse
then went home and slept for 5 hours
and only woke up to do homework
wich turned out a dopey mess
had a dream about meeting bogey to have cocktails at the algonquin
it was fun
i wore an amazing 1950s empire-waist red with these amazing red shoes.

also another dream was about being in free period
and instead of the bell ringing
kelly clarkson "since you been gone" comes blarring thru the speakers.
thats another good one

tomorrow is the father daughter picnic
horse shoes and pie&burger
wow my brain hurts

i'm doopey and moopey
and not feeling well
i'm dizzy and want to go sleepy
and babbling and i guess i dont have anything else to say

julie and maddie rock the world!

Julie and Maddie's words of the day:

dog
bowel problem
erotic aunt, fire inside (the house)
weedwacker
neurotic vs erotic
thats stupid! you don’t make out with someone who has MONO!
i look like a crazed crack whore!

welcome to digital animation.

my opening sentence for my english essay...
"Marlborough girls, in general, are stressed, but there is one in particular who is the most neurotic, Maddie Renov"
we mean that in the best possible way

what was darth vator's middle name?

ok i have like 2 seconds to update....
highlights of my life:
-got my casino night dress.... sexiest thing ever.
-only 2 days left in the week
-got home early today because our vb game was close by
-no vb practice friday!

lowlights of my life:
-stressed out to the max
-lost our game to nda
-cant go out on friday, babysitting the sisters
-did i mention stress? because yea, theres a lot of it.

random-ness....\///
cocaine project for health is going good....
did u know that robert louis stevenson wrote dr jekyl and mr hyde (sp) while on a 6 day cocaine binge?
wow, life lesson right there.

really cool new magazines just published....
check out RADAR, its their like 2nd issue and its fucking amazing. we have the exact train of thought, wich is scary but cool.
and
"Look".... wich is very cool more later...

no time is had by me
who has to go to sleep now
my english teacher hates me, 3 guess to why?

top number 1 way to feel preppy? (just incase u were wondering): wear knee socks.
i did today and i felt like going to Talbots and playing tennis.

ishkabibbble.
oy vey.
bed time for julie, queen of caffeine and insomnia

fudge
today was weird.

....and they lived happily ever after
until the _________________
(insert world destruction here).

that reminds me of caitlens faveorite joke to tell....
the one about bill clinton
and that stupid one about the jedi and the elevator


darth (ella) vator

no skool tomorrow!

helloooo rhymes with jello!
random, but meaningful my friends.
so today
was a good one day
bombed a english vocab quiz that i study like crazy for,
yet i got an 100% on the one i forogt about
i am a backwards person if there ever was one
busy busy busy
i have been.
but vb practice was fun and painful at the same time
because we dont have skool tomorrow and we designed our sweatshirts
(our sweatshirts are gonna say "Pimp by V-Balls!", no joke)
and painful because we focused on rolls wich hurt like a mother
i'd like to inform Nato that we have no desire to hurl ourselves onto the floor for an hour and a half
so tomorrow
hmmmm no school
thank goodness
guess what i'm doing
i'm going to the promenade to find a casino night dress
i had another dress already, but i lost 4 more lbs and it fit weird
strange, i know
but now it is dinner time
and i am still in Julie/Anna ipod world
where it is Raining Men

"Humidity is rising - Barometer's getting low
According to all sources, the street's the place to go
Cause tonight for the first time
Just about half-past ten
For the first time in history
It's gonna start raining men."
I LOVE ANNA RASMUSEN

anyway
its dinner now and i'm gonna eat,
do wat little homework i have,
shower, and go to bed super early
because i am exhausted
times a million
so much that i babbled all day, even more than i nomrally do
and we sang that song from Freaky Friday, the ultimate you song all day
wich is like jumping off a bridge for your saniety
but its all okay because there is
no
skool
tomorrow
!